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After you die...
Parallel Universe
After death, you will continue to exist as if nothing has ever happened. You will continue to be yourself, but because you are in a parallel universe, some things will be different. You may not have married the same person, you might live in a different spot, but you will be the same person underneath it all and you will continue your life unaware that you ever died.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
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[07 Dec 2005|06:37pm] |
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 | | The Playstation
Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSMf)
Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation.
You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When girls dare to dream, they dream of you.
You don't get attached too easily, and, to wit, you're not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That's a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you're open to anything, you're keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won't be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you decide to settle down.
Your exact opposite:
The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer | In the meantime, the women you share yourself with actually respect you. Like them, you enjoy sex for its own sake and don't need any other validation for pleasure than pleasure itself. Hopefully, you have the good sense to blow off anyone who thinks less of you for that. Usually, this is the part of the description where we offer some life-correcting advice, but honestly, we can't think of anything about you we'd change. Keep on fucking, partner.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Priss
CONSIDER: Anyone else |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: Blayde |
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| Random rant...... |
[05 Dec 2005|03:48pm] |
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I am so sick and tired of all this "Christmas", "Holiday", "taking Christ out of Christmas" crap! People are not trying to persecute the Christians. (Even though some of them have persecuted others for generations.) They are trying to educate people of the fact that there are more holidays than Christmas at this time of year. (Hanukah, Kwanza, Yule, etc.) Out and about in public, it is wise to say "Happy Holidays", because you are unsure of a person's religious beliefs. No one is saying they want to change Christmas! They just want to accept ALL the Holidays out there. The word "holiday", after all, comes from "holy" and "day". And there are lots of them! And if you want to get technical: There is no "Christ" in "Christmas" right now! Christmas is supposed to be a celebration of Jesus' birth. However, Jesus was born in the Spring....not the Winter. The old leaders of the early Christian church had to come up with a way to convert the Germanic Pagans to Christianity. They knew the pagans celebrated the Winter Solstice, also known as Yule, with decorated trees. So they changed the celebration of Jesus' birth to coincide with Yule to make the conversion to Christianity easier. Where do you think the Christmas tree came from?! Now of course, I'm getting pissy in the other direction too. You can't call a "Christmas tree" a "Holiday tree." It would be like calling a "Menorah" a "Holiday Candlestick", or a "dreidel" a "holiday top." It just doesn't work! Christmas is Christmas, Yule is Yule, etc...don't try to conglomerate them into one big commercialistic venture. Yes, be civilized, be open-minded, and say Happy Holidays to include everyone in the season. This is supposed to be a time of giving, sharing, peace on Earth, and good will towards "man"; no matter what name you put on it. So Merry ChristmaKwanzikah! And have a Happy Yule Year!
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| Here's Petunia |
[02 Dec 2005|02:31pm] |
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I finally got her to work. I'm gonna post her on the other site as well.
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| some interesting feel good stuff... |
[29 Nov 2005|10:39pm] |
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I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant' have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Don't waste your time on a man or woman who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Maybe we have to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so when we finally meet THE person, we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Now if only I could remember these things when I need them. I have the worst habit of getting depressed and thinking the world is out to get me. When it really isn't. This stuff can make me remember that. Even if it is a bit hokey.
I also have to keep telling myself that I have not been replaced. I am still his friend, he has not picked her over me. She is just closer and more readily available. It's not that I freaked him out, made him uncomfortable, disgusted him, or drove him away with my neediness. I'm PMSing. That's it. I always get depressed and defeatest when I PMS. It is not a reoccurance of the Robin/Heather incident. She is not taking my friends from me. I am not in High School. I am not psycho.
I am needy, though. And who wants to deal with needy? Not me.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel better now.
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[28 Nov 2005|11:08pm] |
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Pour some sugar on me -- Def Leopard |
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| Tootsie Roll Pop | 
It only takes three licks to get to your center! |
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| Yea! I'm Happy! |
[28 Nov 2005|01:15pm] |
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| You Are 20 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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| I am sooooo not surprised...... |
[22 Nov 2005|10:11pm] |
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Still Hanky Panky |
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| You're a Freaky Kisser | 
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go |
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[21 Nov 2005|03:15am] |
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Hanky Panky -- Madonna |
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table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td></td><td> You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.
Violent | | 100% | Hot | | 94% | Exciting | | 75% | Soft | | 69% | Wet | | 63% | Sweet | | 31% | Shy | | 19% | Awkward | | 13% | </td></tr>
What is your sexual style?
created with QuizFarm.com</table>
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| This was too ironic....... |
[21 Nov 2005|03:06am] |
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Alannis -- Ironic |
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| Rubee's LJ stalker is greywolfe! | | greywolfe is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also getting with your significant other! |
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| Now I'm scared.... |
[08 Nov 2005|10:30pm] |
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Ugly Kid Joe (Hate Everything About You) |
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If you read this, if your eyes are
passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment
with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or
bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be
surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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| Soy un perdidor! |
[03 Nov 2005|12:13pm] |
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I can't believe I missed class today! I'm the teacher for Pete's sake! I get a call an hour into class from the school. My alarm is ringing off the hook. I can't believe it, I'm so stupid.
Well, that's what I get for crying myself to sleep over something I can't control. Why do I always do this to myself. I'm 32! I should be able to handle bullshit like this! I'm acting like a jealous teenager, and I have no right to do it!
I need to focus on the good stuff. Someone seems interested in me. If he calls. Maybe I should call. I want him to call. I can get my mind off the hopeless and onto reality.
I just feel so.....so....useless. pointless. fat. tired. stupid. Why do I bother? Sometimes I want it all to end. Just end. No more pain, sorrow, frustration. No more being let down, or lied to. No more expectations that are never fulfilled. No more sadness. No more heartache. No more wanting what I can't have. No more seeing others get everything they want. No more hearing about evil being rewarded. No more watching my heart getting ripped out and stomped flat. NO more insanity. No more torment. No more loneliness. No more anything. No more. I just can't keep it up. I can't be happy for others when I'm miserable. And I'm miserable. I'm tired of being miserable.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP
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